The weather changes without a warning just like how you are when you haven’t had coffee yet. But it’s going to be alright, we say. Because the sky is full of stars tonight and the cold breeze soothes our sweaty palms. Some days are better than others and some days you are better too. And though we promised we wouldn’t change a thing, change forces herself in and we are carried off by her determination. It’s when you get lonely that enable you to be silent; to just do nothing but close your eyes. It’s when you are happy that colors are brighter.
To realize that alone time is not solely being by myself but being in His presence. Asking for peace and deliverance. Silence permeates the confusion in my mind. Silence to understand His words and retreat inside His arms. Unburden the heart, untangle the soul.
Let go of human frailty, of my sins. Being guilty from the weaknesses of the flesh. To be naked of the things that trapped the soul. Disowning a sinful heart. Rise above the brokenness by the aid of His mercy. Forgiven not because of my merit but because of His love. Emptied for my cup to be filled by His grace. My life is His sacrifice.
For joy comes from the Spirit. Just like how the water flows and light transcends. Heaven is still for everyone. Embracing a fellow and leading the way to home. Following Jesus’ footsteps, carrying a brother in the journey. Belief to be worthy of loving…to be worthy of Jesus.